It feels as if there is sand in my neck.

Gritty, bubbly sounds whenever I move it a certain way.

Good thing I’m already on my way to a Rheumatologist soon.

I hope he’s a good one. I really didn’t like my last Rheumy and I’ve never seen this one before. 

I get tired of new symptoms- they’re never good and always terrifying =/



At physical therapy today we were looking at my chart and I’m literally 3 times stronger than I was less than a month ago.

The last couple nights I’ve been feeling like my body is weak and helpless. I hated myself for being ill. But I’m alive. I’m improving every day. There will be bad nights…